Hmm... yay... got me PSP liao!! Happy liao~ So long i never chong chong myself liao also!!! (^O^)
Aiyoyo... Jamie and passerby dun not happy le! i'm already happy enough at least got people care enough to give some advice wor.. So u 2 dun argue with each other wor...
Anyways, really appreciate the 2 of you reading my blog 2 even though i not so active when i'm busy at work now (^o^)! Den you 2 got blog de ma? if got i link u 2 :D Come on be happy and be frens!! I also not any idol worth arguing about who i be with...etc haha. For now at least my Current Gf still not bad, at least never piss me off ... .... except that how hard i try... she wun get piss off (O_O). Weird sia. For her efforts i guess maybe now i'll continue to go on with the relationship ba.
For my ex, now i also trying hard to 4get her. Even frenster /facebook all that even i know her url all that, i always tell myself do not click and view her FS/FB. Cause i know once i go and see, i sure will get more upset. So i keep avoiding doing extra stuff incase i get upset.
Hmmm, now slacking at home, then tomorrow bring my Gf out as her birthday also... maybe go catch a movie or so ba i guess~ Ah Fck! the blue tooth making my PC hang again :S later solve liao then i upload newer pics here :D
The 2 softtoys that i caught for her the very 1st try (^O^) I'm Still a Pro!
Hmmm.. tired ahh... today go Alot of place to walk walk with me Gf.. went to queensway shopping center, then anchor point, then ikea, than tiong bahru : walk till leg pain liao lor.... Hmmm... good thing tiong bahru sell shoe not bad.. Cheap ah... Tan Tio liao. Original price = $149, Discount price from $99 to $69 and finally to $49 liao :D shiok!
Knn lo... yesterday forget to buy 4d than come out mi hp number... CB sia.. 1ST!!!! PRIZE!!! si bei suay lor! den at tiong bahru i think me gf took a pic of me eating when i never notice sia...
Than afterwards send her home liao den go home also..... Damn hot lo.. Heng my house got air con liao.... if not cham! Now drinking my beer, smking, slacking liao.
Hmm... to passerby, The song is nice. Like it alot but then hear le will bring back alot of memories wor, in short : Cherish love before it ends~ But den mine end liao too.. den thats just life for me.. SUCKY!! weird is my present gf is totally opposite of her. Shes good but than missing something and that is not my ex.. argh.. So fck man, Feel very de bad even thou mi this gf treats mi till like that than mi heart thinks otherwise.. Just dun get the want to treasure her all that. Guess my heart is still with another person :S
ZZzz Kan bu de tired... today very busy lo... college go another site, another one on leave... den left me down at main busy like siao kao~ Than just now catch a beer and walk home. Go home bath then took a pic of myself.... so long never take liao le.
Today life is like weird, other than doing work, cause of yesterday that she contact me... i feel like damn weird. Keep going back to the past, thought of genting, malaysia trips...etc Argh! keep remembering her. The more i remember, and the thought that she is someone else really sux! even thou i have a gf now.. its not the same anymore. Still walking, living, taking a step at a time.
Till the day i have to decide than i should ba i guess. Yesterday was a hard day thou, keep thinking of her like siao kao and cannot sleep. Sianz. This really sucks badly. Must find somethings to do again to forget! hope i can kanna brain wash then i can forget all the damn sad stuffs.
Hmm... change my blogskins a bit.. see my old one see till sian liao..
Hmm... just reach home not long ago, Got my air con on now in my room (^o^) Shiok....
1 thing i learn in life after lots of thinking and happening, i learnt that one got to enjoy life more!!! As life is short, gotta enjoy while i can, never know when i'll be in my grave too. For future i do not know what will my decision will be, but then no worries everyone as even decision making i will sometimes blow it, but to regret is a yes but den tats life! i'm kinda like use to it le too... For now this new gf... so far still okay, but maybe its me or what i do not know. Maybe in my eyes now, i'm like having a stone cold heart.
In the company i change quite alot also, gain lots of people's trust all that. Almost going to convert to full time staff le... than my pay will be like (WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOO)!!! Heard from my bosses that i will be happy to hear mi pay man...
1St Thing to do once i convert...hmmmm...get mi car liscense den if never plan wrong, agar 6months of savings den get liscense than can get moi car le :D hehe... den shiok liao!!! Hope can faster pass nia.. haha. Now playing luna online to pass time also... waiting waiting waiting.
Hmm... now in luna i got 6 eyes liao sia.. not a game after all... now see how far i can level till i dun wan to play ba.. haha. Dota now 6.60b come out liao.... sometimes own sometimes noob.. den now adays never play cause change till too mafan liao. Only play when mike/ray/jessie/jas or mi other dota kakis den i play lo...
Hmm... damn busy at work sia.. now playing luna online with mi gf den not bad.. train till level 20 liao. haha.. luna online not bad.. quite a cute game.Check out mi screen shot.. JI
DTou!! haha.. damn me chicken boots, gloves and suit gone lor.. sad sia! Than another picture of mi in lizard suit :D
hmm.. 4 more levels then can get wings sia.. now training like siao!!
Hmmm.. dunno issit violet dead or alive. Weird.. recieve a sms saying from her mum shes dead.. den i see her frenster like still online.
These few weeks quite busy. Find it weird i got a gf now. Things are not the same i guess.... even thou i am with someone...my heart seems dead. Just living a life with no aim to be, everything i do now is just to keep myself from anyhow thinking. Too sucks to be me. Hate that feeling that is coming from my heart. Well, got to entertain myself and make me dun think so much. I guess making someone fall in love with me is simple. But to love someone is too hard for me i guess. Sometimes after all the things that happen i find it bad to leave so i choose to stay on with her for till i dunno.
Been about almost a month soon that i will be with her. Well i'm not sure whats gonna happen in the future. But i guess taking a step at a time works for me well. A few days ago i just saw her view my frenster again. Started to remind of her everyday again. Sometimes i just do not like the feeling. Hating myself more and more everytime i'll be remind of her. Had to think of other ways to make myself forget about everything that hurts. GOD!!! fck memories. Fck everything! I'll be a Devil again if i have to!
In Memories of Foxy Violet who pass away on 13-6-2009 8.43am. Thats a friend that i will never forget. A girl who is independent and does not want to drag anyone to her problem. Shes a good girl for what i know, Known her for a few months, chat with her all that and know shes really a hard working girl. Its sad to know what happen to her and i could not do anything for her. To all who is her friend and family, if shes done anything to you, forgive her.
To the ones who hurt her.. .you'll be damn! everything i heard from her, her live is so sad. Haiz.. I'll blog more later on in the evening.~
