Weird dream i have... althought fading off once i wake up.............. some of mi frens drive...etc den i got mi own house, suddenly XT pops up and was searching for something.....what does this mean? sort of a weird dream from a short nap and it seems so long, Now damn tired cause of all the calling to find a person~ forget who is she finding also... last thing i remember is calling some game company for that too.... wat a dream! and weird!

STUPID FREAKING PAST.. STOP HAUNTING ME~!!

Sianz.. Bz Bz Bz everyday with work.. guess i can only engross in my work so i wun think of other things. Having a bloody bad cough sux, But the feeling of missing someone sux more. Only now the diff from past till now is i dun really believe in love anymore. True love..... what a lie that is, theres no such thing as that for me to believe in anymore. Sighh.....

Just drank moi cough medicine than think going to sleep soon le.

Its about 4 months i guess i never blog.... trying hard to 4get alot of things.... till now ... 11th of march 2010 today. i guess i'm getting use to being single, getting to be the old past andrew where relationship is not important to me anymore. Days past by and the only satisfication is my beer/martell.

Seriously now getting older and older. It feels like yesterday i am in pri 1 only.. how time flies, people i know dead, lost contact, become enemies, or just missing. Now go out also only afew compared to few years back, minimum go out is 5-6 ... As everyone said. Once you get older, frens will be less. I'm glad that my dad told me and advice me when i was young to make friends carefully. When small, never held my dad's advice and can say lost alot of things, cash a little, but trust alot. Makes me feel betrayed when everyone hates the person and i am the only one who stand up for them. From that day onwards which was the 3rd person i help and support... i totally give up on helping people that is being outcast.

Now got me career up, even thou i'm not happy as i feel that people are being sacrifice maybe for the converting... but than hope they will have a better life outside.... sometimes i feel like tendering as it so stressful. Only thing i can do is to drink my heart out on beer and hard liquior at home or at some pubs~ think i need to plan a holiday soon to genting and enjoy my fav bar there and enjoy the music. Dunno should i do this anot, Now got the cash, even thou this year is my year which is my lucky number 10.. feel like going genting alone, then think about life~ haiz~

Suddenly felt like blogging right now..... Quite a long time where i did not blog, never go alamak, Mirc. Only Facebook like no ones biz~

Link all my past blogs and browsing thru them and felt like i wasted so much of my life in this world. I guess lifes a waste~ So far living a single life sounds quite good, freedom and everything, but just something missing in my life. Think i gonna spend quite a while to save up and plan a really good holiday on my own again. Thought of saving some money and go las vegas and check out sin city! Goosh i just watched the movie "Hangover " and thought of how fun it is for a few nights to Really Go out all crazy to those i do not know.... Guess that will be fun! ^^

Shutting down this blog le... Hmm.... anything can find me at FB~