1 Week le.. Haiz.. totatlly very bored. today went to jurong east, its like 30 mins and i'm kinda lost there.... nothing to do. The only thing i could do is went popular bought sketch book and a comic than go library there and draw... its been years since i draw something and at least my skill does not suck so much.

Haiz.. miss her daily but i know time cannot turn back. I'm like a zombie now with no heart and no soul. Everyday is a drinking day and if i stop drinking, my time will freeze. Haiz.. stop till here first. Nothing to say or wat. These few days thought of alot of things but what really upset me is by her calling me..... at the day when she went to me house to get her stuffs... i was at the play grd drinking beer and vodka. Suddenly just a thought, i was thinking how to chase her back, buy her flowers and thinking how to chase her back to me. But when she calls, all of me turn to her and give her a fierce tone and its like scolding her i know. But why i did that? i do not know. Haiz... what has become of me????