Today... i did the most cb thing... i know but dun bother explainning even thou i heart broken. Yes... i know its totally like fck up, today i was like doing all the things even an ex should not do also. Haiz~ today return all her stuff to her... 19 trash bags of items and about 10 small and big cage of hamster returned to her......


It was like i was stun when i see the hamster restless also.. haiz.. than i do not know was it dead anot also. Which makes me heart pain till cannot. but than the most cb ting after return her the things was that i cancel her m1 line which was under my name and told her that from now untill 24 hours, her line will be cut off.... Haiz, this was what i do.. A CB guy i am. But than again. Fck it.

Maybe everyone can say i am crazy. Even i am crazy over her or what but this time maybe its really over and i have deleted her friendster, her number, everything about her. What am i? Who am i? I AM ANDREW!!!!!!!!!! FCK everything. Fck All Fck the world. Why should i give in too much again and make myself a disgrace to all guys?~ yea. Love a girl a guy should do. But not as i did 2 years till a few weeks back. A total thing i tink about. Really disappointed in myself also. Y am i doing all the things i did in the pasT? Fck it. Andrew.. to myself.. DO NOT DO THIS AGAIN... IT IS STUPID, IT IS NOT U~!!!! U LOVE SOMEONE, BE ANDREW. LOVE SOMEONE? TRY UR BEST AND IF THAT PERSON DUN APPRECIATE, FCK IT~!!!!!!!! REMEMBER!@!!!!!!!!!!!1111