Just reach back home.. now using my laptop to blog le..... I guess yesterday was the most terrible day of my life when she said not to contact anymore. Got to move on but i do not know how. Got to live and be tough again. Really hate this sort of life.... i tried to change but den i give up........ I guess no one will really love me.. Always treat me like and idiot even when i know they will treat me like tat.... no more trying~ Hate trying and keep getting nothing back and with no results. FCK! really hate this more and more~