Now 6pm.. just chat on the phone with her while drinking beer.. From today morning i keep telling myself its not possible its not possible..den in the afternoon i was rite. really not possible~ Maybe thats my life or what.. but den maybe because of what everything is happening, i find that in life. even people accept me or dun accept me, I'll still be the same i guess untill i die, i guess i just have to face reality and know that being alive is miserable. But i'm still glad i'm alive... To see how the world changes to, how everyone change, how everything change.... Its just like a pass by thru this world and see everyone how they live their life.



Luckily i make myself, pyscho myself that shes just kidding me. she does not love me... i'm not allowed to be love anymore.. Than when she tells me that, i'm calm by then~ I guess a part of life that everyone have to know and expierence. Listen to the song for like 100 times or more.... really like that song even thou i dun understand everything as it is japanese. i find theres really no love story now. Write till here le.. now drinking beer while blogging , maybe i sot sot.. haha.. haizz.... Emo a few days before my pay den maybe buying things which i dun really need will comfort me ba. Long time never go pub /club le.. maybe find one day to go.... Hmmm.. J... if u reading this help me tag tat time u say wat pub got live band de.. TY~!