Its about 4 months i guess i never blog.... trying hard to 4get alot of things.... till now ... 11th of march 2010 today. i guess i'm getting use to being single, getting to be the old past andrew where relationship is not important to me anymore. Days past by and the only satisfication is my beer/martell.

Seriously now getting older and older. It feels like yesterday i am in pri 1 only.. how time flies, people i know dead, lost contact, become enemies, or just missing. Now go out also only afew compared to few years back, minimum go out is 5-6 ... As everyone said. Once you get older, frens will be less. I'm glad that my dad told me and advice me when i was young to make friends carefully. When small, never held my dad's advice and can say lost alot of things, cash a little, but trust alot. Makes me feel betrayed when everyone hates the person and i am the only one who stand up for them. From that day onwards which was the 3rd person i help and support... i totally give up on helping people that is being outcast.

Now got me career up, even thou i'm not happy as i feel that people are being sacrifice maybe for the converting... but than hope they will have a better life outside.... sometimes i feel like tendering as it so stressful. Only thing i can do is to drink my heart out on beer and hard liquior at home or at some pubs~ think i need to plan a holiday soon to genting and enjoy my fav bar there and enjoy the music. Dunno should i do this anot, Now got the cash, even thou this year is my year which is my lucky number 10.. feel like going genting alone, then think about life~ haiz~